Somebody came to me and said "you're smart here but if you went somewhere else, you'd be dumb".  now pardon my french but fuck that shit, no matter where i go i will be one of the most intellectual people in the room.  and thats because i do my work and don't let what people around me are doing effect what i am doing.

i admit, different schools have different oppertunities and i'm not going to sit here and say that my school has the best oppertunities in south carolina because it does not but it does provide a quality education for whoever wants it and thats all i'm worried about.  my school may not be the highest ranking school, and i know that it's not but i've never scored anything less than advanced and the tests are the same for every school and if other people from other schools are average and i'm advanced, then my school must not be too bad.

i'm fed up with everyone putting me and my school down.  believe it or not my school is filled with people who can nmke a difference in the world, and potential geniuses.  the only problem is that the students have been put down so much, even by the faculty of the school that they dont even want to strive to show it. 

people down me because of my enviorment but because of my enviorment i strive that much harder than everyone else to show my potnential and because of that i will be that much better than anyone else in whatever i do. 

Last night my sister and i where watchind DVDs.  We saw some really good movies, and i didn't want to go to sleep.

The first movie i watched was stephen king's sleep walkers.. really good movie, and although the movie is kind of old, it was great.  it had that old terror thing to it, like thoose rally old scary movies that will still give you nightmares. :twisted:

Then we watched high school high.. this movie is hilarious!  i mean everything in that movie was funny.  by the end i had tears rolling out of my eyes and my stomach hurt from laughing soo much. :lol:

Next we watched enough.  this movie was really good.  i mean that man that j lo was married to (mitch i thijnk) was crazy!  i'm so glad she beat the shit out of that nigga, i thing she should have done it a long time ago. 8)

Then we watched python, scary movie about a big snake, i mean that snake was like the snake in andaconda (and nope i didnt spell that right, but who cares) and it was spittin stomach acid on everybody. :shock:

Today we will watch double jepordy because we ran out of time last night.

i went to school and found out that a lot of girls that have been trying to smile in my face, have been talking about me behind my back.  now of course my first reaction was anger :x, but as my bestfriend DESIRE' said, "if them hoese wanna hate, then let them, as long as they hatin, you doin something right."  so that's exactly what i'm goingh to do.  people run around saying she thing she the shit, and they dont even know the half of it.  i have low self-esteem so if i ever got to that point in my life where i could think i am the shit i wouldnt stop it for no damn body.

to top it all off, this girl stepped to my face and said "i dont like you".  i toolk a step back and looked at her real good and said "Well bitch now i dont feel so bad about not liking you."

i got too much to do like get right in my new quarter class, get at least a 4.0 on my last report card and memerize all of the African countries for my test, i wish i had time to follow up with this ignorant broads 8)

my dad gets on my last damn nerve, i wish he would go somewhere :evil: .  he is about as lazy as a sloth, but he trusts to tell me about myself.  he came in the house and went in his room, but left the front door open and unlocked.  how trife is that?!!  i cannot stand this man, and i hate to say it but i cannot wait till he dies.

today, one of my good friends' boyfriend called me.  he told me that they werent right for eachother and that he was going to brake up with her :(.  so, being the good friend that i am, i todl him to try to work it out.  os then he told me he wanted to get with me :shock: you can imagine how i felt.  i dont know what to do, she loves this boy, and i dont want to be the one to brake her heart, but i have to tell her

i heard that 50 just got his hand vut off.  i mean i luv 50 and all, i mean i'm a big fan but if the nigga aint gettin shot he gettin cut.  he's got a lot to thank god for..  that's some crazy whit, i hope he ok.

i broke up with my trife boyfriend in dec.  :P and now i'm on to bigger and better things. i am now talking to this new boy, and he's really sweet.  the only problem is that my ex keeps calling me :x!!!  now it's human nature to be a lil jealous so when this dude is blowin up my phone and i have to lie to get him off the phone because he doesn't understand "i'm on the phone", he wants to know who it is... i think it kind of hurt his feelings when i said that it was my ex, but i made up my mind, i'm not lieing to him at all..

so i've just gotten a cute little chow puip, no more than 4 wks old.  her name is gg (giovanni) which is a boyname but but we dont really like giovanna..  so my boyfriend and his cousin came over yesterday, and when they got ready to leave, they ran back on the porch and said that there was a dog in thier trunk..  it was an expedition so they have big trunks, but still i was expecting a little pup or nothing at all (my pup was in the houe, so  i went to check on her to make sure she wasnt the dpg they whre talking about and she was soung asleep)  so i went to check and there was the big white and brown female pitt bull sitting in their car.  i ran expecting it to jump out and kill me, i knew she was on the hells of my feet as i ran back to the porch.

i turned around to see the dog was still in the car. we went back to get her out and she was a beautiful dog. she was clean, nice and had on a collar.  this was about 4 in the morning but i live on a busy street and couldnt accomadate for the dog myself so i took her down the street to a friends house to ask if they could hold the dog over night until i can find out what to do,. it turned out they knew the owner so now, everything is a ok.

i was supposed to work on my science fair project earlier, but i forgot and i just started.. it's due at the begining of dec. so i guess i have enough time, but i was supposed to start on it a little while ago, oh well...

i want to passs science, of course, but i forgot to work on my science fair project.  i found my problem, it is:  Are there more mulicelled or singlecelled organisms found in a pond water?   i kind of did some research, i found some info. and saved it to a document so i can just print it out and highlight important stuff.

i making a 100 in keyboarding!!!  and im typing with the correct fingering and not looking at the keys.. oh so great.. but the half quarter mark is coming up wen. and we get enterems.. i know i made a 100 in keyboarding, but geometry is a completely different thing.  i can't wait until next semester so i can get the hell up out of that class.

my phone wasnt charging so i left it at home, hoping that it would charge while i was gone.  my mom heard that suncom puts new batteries in phones for free if you have an account so she took it down there, thinking that even if it's not the battery, then hey, she'll have a new battery.  the man tried to take my phone apart and broke the back :cry: so he had to give my mom a new phone for free :D 

i had a mot. c350 and now i have a mot c370.. and it's gray with silver buttons :shock:

my boyfriend just left but we had ourselves a good old time :wink:.  but we where just watching scary movies, cuddling and eating candy.. gutter minds

this halloween was GREAT i spent last halloween on a double date, with me, my boyfriend and my bestfriend at the time and a boy that she really liked.  turned out, both relationships went wrong.  i ended up cheating on my boyfriend because he was acting out and we broke up in december.  never really said anything, just broke up.   and my ex-bestfriend and her boy, well to make a long story striaght, he's been hoeing around since.  goes to my school, but she doesn't.

today in school, this boy is supposed to get shot, so i don't think i'm going to be going.  i mean he's going to get shot on the bus and i ride the bus with the shooter and the shootee so i think i'll catch a ride to school.  a stray bullet has no name on it.. and we learned that at the fair.  one sat. night four people where killed at the fair, by one boy.  one was an innocent fourteen year old boy.. now you can't tell me that's not bad..:cry:

i only had enough time to do one blog bofore my computer stopped working, and that was in july, i think. and now, in almost november, i've gotten it back  :D

anyway, there is this girl in my class that i just don't like.  the other day the teacher accidentally called her my name and she tried to make a big deal out of it laughing and saying, "I don't want to be her."  so i got mad and said Bitch that shit aint funny so such that shit up! and then she was just looking at me so i said bitch wats up u wanna run up cus this right here aint what u want So she went and sat down and i said yea bitch u better sit yo bitch ass down.  i don't like her  :evil:

anyway, yesterday i went to the battle of the bands thing, and of course Eau Claire showed out.. gotta love them Shamrocks  :D !!  and then we went to see the grudge.  scary movie, but if ur lookin 4 something that's not gonna let u sleep 2night, u might wanna look on b/c i slept like a baby, but definately worth the money!!